Moving on to 2007

It is inevitable that the feeling repeats itself each and every new year. The feeling of "Oh my God, another year passed when last year's Chinese New Year was just like yesterday. I could still taste the after-taste of vomit from having too much alcohol in Cindy's house last year February".
Time is something that we cannot buy back and through the passing of time, we are bound to make many mistakes along the way and maybe even hold a certain number of regrets. Turning back time is impossible and thus the only thing that you can do is make up for it and learn. Learn to not make the same mistakes again, learn to appreciate, learn to drive like a sane human being, learn not to want everyone who pissed me off dead and lying in a gutter somewhere with monkeys masturbating and ejaculating on their face just to make them feel lower than they already are, learn to keep friends, make friends and turn enemies into friends. So many things that we can learn but whilst doing that, we should also learn to realise, repent and of course re-evaluate ourselves.

For me, I strive to be better than last year and hope that next year will be better than this year but there are many things that I can only work hard for and many unseen circumstances that I am sure will prove to be a barrier to me but I take that all in great stride.

Fuck it, writing serious matters has never been my forte and I do not pride myself as being a gifted writer but it has always been my platform to say what I wish to say and vent whatever feelings that I wish to vent. My blog will go on running as long as I have feelings, or until something stops me from blogging. I do not know my purpose of writing this post actually but I guess it's due to the reason that I have not updated for sometime and I kinda miss the feeling of people scrutinizing my writing and my life. Well, not many people actually scrutinize my writing but my life thus far has gathered enough opinions and feedbacks to allow myself to label myself under the many unpleasant adjectives that you can come across for a guy.
Ladies, Gentlemen and those in between, presenting to you, the top 10 adjectives that stuck on to Charles since 2006 and all which are based on true events:
1) Player (I know its more of a noun but shut up)
2) Jerk
3) Selfish (One of my favourite)
4) Hot tempered
5) Fat (Another favourite that pisses me off)
6) Flirtatious
7) Ungrateful
8) Disloyal
9) Forgetful (As in forget friends when I am attached and this always ticks me off)
10) FUCKING GOOD LOOKING

I added the last one because I could not find a positive adjective that people used to describe me. This is all too disheartening and maybe it is true. Maybe it is all true that in the eyes of many, I am someone who is like that, who fits the first 9 adjectives above and people will also call me a liar because of adjective number 10. Well, it is a good thing that I learned not to care what people think of me anymore because I don't even want to know how they judge me because I am so fucking sure that most of it will not be positive stuff.

Anyways, I would like to take this chance to wish everyone a Happy New Year if I did not already have because I am lazy to check my previous post and indeed if I already did, then just stuff this down your throat. I would also like to say sorry to everyone that I have offended and just want you guys to know that I am trying to improve on all my short-comings. I would also like to entend a big, warm, sincere FUCK YOU to those who offended me and did not bother to apologise to me but being the "great guy" that I am, I will try to find it in my heart to forgive you. Unless I don't feel like it then you will have to beg me for forgiveness and I will look down upon you, spit into your eyes, stab a pen through your throat and stuff a car-jack through your asshole and start to tear it apart.

My favourite part of this post.... yeah.... New Year's Resolutions:
1) Change the top 10 adjectives decribing me to positive ones.
2) Try number 1 again and again if it fails again and again.
3) Limit Caffeine intake
4) Limit Nicotine intake
5) Limit Alcohol intake
6) Remember number 3 to 5


Happy New Year everyone.... there, another one to stuff it down your throat.