Blinded on a sunny afternoon
There are times when you feel that there is nothing running in your mind and for me personally, that is when I feel most useless. Nothing specific that floods your head and the only thought that you have is the thought of why you have nothing to think about. To a certain extent, it exudes a certain degree of calmness but beneath that, fear lurks. Brings about the saying 'the weather is calmest before a storm' or something along that line. Have you ever felt so afraid when all of a sudden your mind seemed to just shut down and you stare blankly at nothing and trying so hard to understand the reason for that moment of emptiness and void? I have had experience it and it was not pleasant. Maybe I am young and therefore afraid of being lonely. The feeling of emptiness intensifies even more when your own mind abandons you. As I age, maybe, I will learn how to appreciate these tranquilities.
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