My First Post

Hmmm..... My first post in my very own blog.... I guess that this seems like a good idea since I am now without a job and I would like to thank the racist $%^&* who fired me for reasons that I would not disclose although it is no secret to many of my friends. Was supposed to go for a drink with my friends tonight but since I got back late from dinner, so what the hell. The past few days has been some sort of a scary mixture or fun and turmoil for me: mixed emotions like when you are feeling so so so bloody hungry but you feel like you have to unload a vast amount of unwanted processed food from lunch. Good times bad times that kinda shit.

Have you ever had the feeling of pure satisfaction for one night but only to know that on the next day, things would return to as it was? The feeling is something like having strawberry cheesecake ice-cream from Baskin Robbins one night but knowing that you would have to go back to eating some strawberry ice-cream from Walls or Magnolia the next day. The kind of feeling is so scarily addictive, the reason for the extreme craving is still under heavy research but as of so far, I have not come up with any thesis yet.

I just realised that my car is in a total mess today and I decided to take matters into hand and clean out the car. With the thought still raging back and forth my mind like how people would play tennis if the ball was replaced with a dynamite with a burning 3 inch fuse, I fell asleep. I woke up with guilt but as they say, life goes on.

Well, I guess that would be enough for tonight and really looking forward to share whatever that comes to my mind with whoever. There will be many more posts to come and the day that this blog is not frequently updated, it means that I have got a job.

p/s: If by any chance the guy at the round-about that I almost collided with is reading this, I would just like to tell you that I will bloody ram my car into your bloody vehicle if you were not driving a trailer. Ass.